I feel like there is not enough time. What is more true is that I just don't use it properly. I get sucked into a tv or web surfing too easily. I tweak lists rather than completing the tasks. I create spontaneous little projects that distract from things I've been planning to do. I spend more time thinking about what I need to do than actually doing it. Has it always been this way? I thought I had beat this, at least a little.
I need to find what is important, and I need to do it. I need to find the drive to do things because it gives me pride to have done them. I need to regain focus. I am not living up to my potential artistically, professionally, or domestically. I can do better. I should do better. Otherwise I am just wasting away.
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