So it is now less than two weeks before my wedding. Other than the outburst about the guest break down (which I'm over now, thank you), I'm relatively calm. Which is what actually makes me a bit anxious.
It doesn't feel like less than two weeks. My mind hasn't grasped that yet. I still feel like there is plenty of time. Then I look at the calendar, and it's like..."oh, I better get some shit done."
Why is this? I don't know. Is this a problem? I don't know. It's just weird.
It's probably better that I'm not completely frazzled, but without urgency I'm afraid the days will slide by and I'll need to do a lot at the last minute.
Today is for productivity. Finish the programs. Meet with friends designing our CD labels. Follow-up with the last reply stragglers. Design and print our announcements. Print our table number cards. Polish my grandmother's necklace. Write escort cards.
Or at least some of that.
Oh, and tomorrow's my birthday. I don't feel that either.
It's a weird time. But I'm trying to enjoy it. Or at least be in a state so I can enjoy May 3rd. It will be a big day.
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